I want you [Simon] to know that just because I'm marrying Tommy, it doesn't mean I'm ever going to stop loving you. You're always going to be a part of my heart. Part of my life. I tried to forget you. I had to. I had to find a way to go on living without you, but the truth is I don't want to. I don't want to let you go. I know you don't really exist, but it doesn't scare me anymore. I'm glad you've come back.

Rowan